I was leaving the restaurant near my home.
As I started to walk, I saw a woman walking with a kid, their hands held together.
It was raining and this woman had no umbrella, but the kid had it.
I walked past them while the scene was lingering in my head.
10 seconds later I turn back and go after her.
I desperately seek where the woman is.
There she is.
She is standing at a cross walk.
I ran.
I am almost there.
I have to get to her before the signal changes.
I get nearer and she sees me and turns around, waiting the green light.
I approach and say 'hey...'.
She does not respond.
I say once again 'hey..'.
'yes..?' She turns around, looking a little surprised and confused.
'Take this'
She looks dumbfounded, taking it from my hand.
I turn around and stare at her one more time.
She stares at me.
And I walked away briskly.
Why did I do that?
The scene reminded me of Daisy.
I do not know whether she is a mother or a sister of that boy because she looked so young as Daisy does.
I miss Daisy.
I want to see her now, but I can not.
I have to suppress my feelings again as I have always done the other days.
I wonder if she does know that she lingers in my head every single moment when I am awake.
And how much I desire her.
My longing for her is only to be deeper and stronger.
No comments:
Post a Comment